this is what we call a tragedy

ponedjeljak, 14.11.2005.

...i breathe out and I scream...

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...We'll have a riot right here...

znam znam nismo dugo poslale post...ali evo...ja ga saljen...=)
upravo san dosla od vanka(zapravo prije uru vrimena) i skuzila da mi je tata pojea manistru koju san ja sd tila jest...=(
damn! a bas mi se jela..
inace...neke stvari su se prominile,neke ostale iste,neke zakomplicirale...ali damn zivot ide dalje...
necu vas ja sad pilat sa svojin problemima nego cu se pohvalit kako mi je brat jucer napunia godinu dana!!!
ne znan jesn li van ikad pisala o njemu ali ta mala smisnica je moja ljubav...OBOZAVAN GA!!!
TRIBATE GA VIDIT KAKO JE PRESLADAK...

anyway...napisala san novu pismu...nema jos naslov jer se mislin izmedu dva...
prvi je ...AND THEY WILL SPREAD MY ASHES
a drugi HE IS MY FIRE AND SHE IS MY GASOLINE
recite mi sta vi mislite...

They wanted me to be the voice

But noone asked me if i had a choice

I’m so sick of screaming

And so tired of running

I think i’m gonna stop

I think i’m gonna whisper

If you want to hear

Come a little closer



I realise now

They are what i’m looking for

I realise now

I’m looking for all the wrong things



How could i’ve been so blind

How could they hide it so deep inside?!



These broken lines

Can explane how i feel

But this hollow paper

To them just isn’t real



As i slowly burn

They are my ashes

They hold me in their deadly arms

And choke me with a kiss



Their words are like sharp daggers

Running down my skin

The dimmed light

Upon my bloody scars

A breath of air

WHEN MY FINAL BREATH IS ALREADY GONE!



And as i try to turn away

My screams echo the sound of their betrayel

...shame on me

always the fool...


to bi bilo sve za ovaj put...cujemo se...

by: gloryfades

- 00:51 - Komentari (19) - Isprintaj - #

subota, 08.10.2005.

...::best friends mean i pulled the triger....best friends mean you get what you deserve:::...

hm....da...evo...da ija nesto napisen....
evo glory fades je rekla da moramo vratit nazad ovaj blog....pa ono provat cemo....
nemamo bas neke novosti...vise manje....
jucer smo bili isprid doma(bez nevazne-a to j nas genijalac nema sta....) i bilo je ljudi...ono od kad je pocela skola NAPOKON je bilo ljudi....
bilo je skroz ok.....nije bila toliko dosadno....ka sta bi znalo bit....
valjda se jos nismo naucile na sve to...al viruj te mi ubrzo ce nan to dosadit....garant....
hm.....upoznala san jednog tipa dok san hodala u krugove(kako bi moj rodak reka...) koji me jue uvjerava....da se samo triba slusat muzika koju on slusa i da je deth najbolja grupa....
zacudjuce to me nije ljutito....mozda zato sta nisan dobro slusala....(sad mi je scena u glavi kad je Hide objasnjava Ericu kao on vidi Jackie....LOL)

u skoli je jedna od novosti sta idemo na eksurziju u Spanjolsku...ja tako nebi....pretezno zbog toga sta se ima masu do tamo vozit i zato sta tamo svi idu...ja ne zelin ic di svi idu =(
al eto idemo u nesto ka disneyland....so you know i'm going.....obozavan takve stvari....
pravo san dite nema sta....=)

evo danas je napokon u Splitu osvanilo sunce iako je justros isto padala kisa....
mislin volin kisu i sve...al ne volin je bas kad idemo vanka jer onda nema masu ljudi....neznan zasto al u ovon gradu se ljudi boje kise....UNBELIVEBLE!!!!!!! =)

mogla bi stavit i koju sliku...evo van cak 2....
na prvoj su gerald i adam(bas mi je on smisnica)
a na drugoj je sonny iz ride the wings of pestilence....
i kako bi nevazna rekla sonny likes to touch his self....=)

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i za kraj....
pisma koju san napisala ovaj tjedan.....odavno nisan napisala nikoju pismu pa amo rec da je to uspjeh.....

....eNDING tO a nEVER eNDING fAIRY tALE....

when everything now
is slowly falling apart
what do you see when
you go to sleep at night
do you see my face face beyond your eyes
or does my screams help
you sleep at night

i hope you see
every mistake you made
i wish i can describe
all the time it take
to make everything just fine
to see that you don't
deserve my cries

so,if fake love is al you want
than fake love is all you get
i hope your happy now
with fake smile on yor face
if his hand was worth it
i hope he knows it
so hold his hand very tight
don't let go
because of him you lost it all


but don't worry
everything is cool now
i don't feel the pain anymore
and with this last song
i hope we're finished with every word we spoke

so here you go
on last kiss
to say goodbye
to everything i won't miss....


eto...anita ko zna mozda je ovako procita...=/
nikad neznas ko sve zna za ovo....

eto ljudi....
SEE YA =)

BY::...educated fool

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petak, 23.09.2005.

for as much as i love autumn...

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...I kind of like it when things are wrong...


DAMN!!! Predugo nismo napisale post!!!
Ali ja san tu da to prominin…mora da ste odusevljeni…(ovo je bia sarkazam)
Odlucila san zatvorit svoj blog(heart made of broken pieces) i nastavit pisat samo na ovom (ponovno odusevljenje)…

U zadnje vrime se nista nije prominilo…tako da van neman o cemu dosadivat...
...ALI...zato jesan napisala novu pismu koju cu van sad napisat…napisala san je 02.09.2005…

CONSIDER IT A TRAGEDY

You open your mouth
And i bite my tounge
As i start to chocke on my blood
As always…you start to run…

You don't notice your bloody dress
And the knife in your chest
You don't notice how your every breath betayes you
Or how with every step you're closer to the ground…

You look so beautiful as you die
Too bad i only get one try…


I lean and kiss your bloody lips
And our blood starts to mix
I can't help myself,i enjoy
I can't help myself,i destroy…

I hear you whisper in despair
As your eyes lifelessly stare
At me turning the knife
At me taking your life…

Should i feel bad for this tragedy
Or should i consider it a comedy…?

But as your smile fades away
This time it ends my way!
I'm taking your dying body
To the end of this story…

You look beautiful in black
You look beautiful as i break your neck…


Your final breath is here
And i sit so near
I feel the air escaping
I hear your life escaping…

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srijeda, 24.08.2005.

it makes me wanna call my friends and tell them that i'm coming home

o jea...evo vam se javljamo iz praga!!!
mi smo na eskurziji!!!

no news like always ...
osim da je nevazna PROBILA NOS!!!

ME VERY HAPPY-kaze nevazna

ma neznamo sta da van napisemo...samo smo se tile javit!!!

odi nam je skroz dobro osim sta imamo neke socijalne sobe...

ali zato ima kjut tipova...=)

idemo mi sad trazit cd shop...

nastavit cemo jos ovaj post iz beca ako nademo internet caffe...

cujemo se...

by>gloryfades & nevazna

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utorak, 09.08.2005.

.......i can not sleep,i can not dream tonight.....

I love them!!!!!!

evo mene opet....sigurno san van nedostajala....oh da.....ne sumnjam u to....
pisen opet...neznan zasto....hm...da...
razmisljal san o tome da napravin svoj blog i onda san zakljucila da je to PREGLUPA ideja i onda san odustala na po puta....zapravo napravila san ga i izbrisala.....
i onda me nikon uvjerava da ga triban napravit i sad san u dilemi vise za ne nego za da....al nema veze....prvo neman pojma o cemu bi pisala....ovako se izvlacin na gluposti...kad napisen post svaka 2 tjedna...a drugo ko bi to cita????? ja sigurno ne....
zapravo sad bi imala nesto cak i pisat....u zadnje vrime san bas neke bezveze volje....cas san happy,a posli nevidin razlog da se dignene iz kreveta i masu se laku naljutin...ja mislin da je uzrok nedostatak poznatih ljudi...a ko zna mozda je uzrok moja glava...po obicaju....tako da san dosta pisama napisala u zadnje vrime u ovon nekon stanju.....
evo van jedna uzrokovana mojon nesanicom....
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Sewing scars on this broken heart

cuting my heart
to stop bleeding for you
cuting my wrists
it's just what i do
to stop thinking of you

i want to see you die
cause you made to many scars
on this broken heart

you mad me suffer
so many times
i cried for you
and you didn't even ask why

now it's my time
for revenge
you're gonna look so
pretty when you're dead....

taking the knife
picking special one for you
it's going to take your life
and there is nothing you can do......

looking you suffer
for the first time
in my life
it looks so pretty
mixing your teares
with your blood

kissing your lips
just one last time
it makes me feel
alright for once
in long long time

i knew you would look
pretty when you're dead....


eto to bi van bilo sve od mene,e jos nesto ovo pisma je ka inace ot ipu koji je ubia zensku...ne obratno....mislin otprilike ta ideja mi je bila u glavi kad san sve zgotovila....

SEE YA(kako bi Dan reka,znat ce Anita i Kli)

by:eDucaTed FooL

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četvrtak, 04.08.2005.

....i'll be your number one with a bullet.....

ok...officely i hate this!!!!!!!!mrzin ovaj glupi blog!!!!!!
napisala san CILI post i uspila ga izbrisat!!!!!!!!!!MRZIN OVAJ BLOG!!!!!!!
sad ga necu napisa onokao drugog...
evo samo par osnovnih stvari....
ovako bilo je ka vrime da napisemo novi post pa ev pise ga po DRUGI put....
ovaj post je ka odgovor na nevaznin prijasni post iako nije odgovor....al nema veze....
misla je na isti kalup(amo rec) ka njena zapravo vise manje joj je isti smisao...
i napisala san je nekoliko dana nakon sta san procitala njenu...
e da...bila san u kino
i uspio san pogledat 2 film(na jedan san se prosvercala) i usput san dobila jos jednu besplatnu kartu....nema sta GENIUS AT WORK!!!!!!
inace..pogledala san charlie and the chocolate factory>>>>film je genijalan!!!!!!! A johny Deep je PREFAMOZNA!!!!STVARNO JE GENIJALANA!!!!!!zaljubila san se u ovaj film.....
i gledala san jos Sky high...i film je isto famozn...bas je baza...e da..usput san se zaljubila u glavnog glumca.....kako bi rekla anita bas je smisnica!!!!!!PREVILIKA SMISNICA!!!!!!!!

Kli falila san nije to isti mali...al je sve jedno KJUUUUUT!!!!!!! =)

Evo vise manje san sve napisala...evo vam sad pisma......

~~~~~~~ThE PoWeR oF tHe 3~~~~~~~~

there is no other way
to explain this
there is no other way to understand
everything i feel right now
it isn't so easy to say

looking back to all what happened
looking back to past
it makes me feel worm
around my heart
cause i had you guys
to help all the way

i know it wasn't all that great
i know it was sad
but maybeit was worth it
to make us feel this way

loving you was always easy
even when you make me mad
cause you know i'll be mad
a day or two
but the third day
i'll be running back to you...

it's not so easy to find friends like you
it's not easy to understand
why when we collide with each other
we always manage to heal by that

i hate when you bleed
AND
i hate when you're sad
but mostly i hate me
cause i don't know
what to do to make you understand
you're the best thing
that came in my life
you let me in
with all my mistakes

so maybe there's
some power in number 3
and maybe that power
was gave to you and me
to make everything
right for once
or just to have
a shoulders to cry on
when our world is falling apart

all of this was
"I LOVE YOU"
in my own way
all of this was
THANK YOU
for being my best friends!!!!

...the end...


eto...I HOPE THEY LIKE IT.....
4them
sad caio iden napravljat franzete....

P.S. Nikon happy birthday po treci put!!!!!!! =)

btw ako ste zaboravili mrzin ovaj glupi blog!!!!!!

by:educated fool

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četvrtak, 28.07.2005.

you know ... you have something in your eye :)

mda ... evo i mene tu ...
vidi koliko nas nije bilo ...
više od tjedna ...
loše bona loše ...
al evo sad ću ja to malčice ispravit ...

o svom duševnom stanju neću pričat ...
al samo da znate - nije dobro...

dakle slijedi još jedan produkt mog prekrasnog mozga ...
još jedna pisma ... tek danas prije par minuti dovršena a započeta prije par tjedana ...
ako iko kaže da san lina ubijem ga :)


+ za njih dvi +

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I know you know that i know you know
You had enough of useless things
So i thought you thought that i thought you thought
About staying here with me
So we can laugh at the raining sun

I like when you like the things i like
Like me
I love when you love the things i hate
Like me
I adore when you adore the things no one adores
Like me
I admire when you admire the things no one admires
Like me

I like the way you walk talk even sneeze
I like the way you say preety please
I like the way you cry
I like the way you laugh
I like the way you always get it wrong

You hear the silence of my cry
And then you smother me with the question why
But i dont mind
When ever i shead a tear
I know you will always be near


i hope they will like it ...


mali dodatak za kraj:

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^ too kjut to be true!!


by nevažna



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ponedjeljak, 18.07.2005.

...promjene bloga....

ova slika ide povodon nevazninog posta...

give a flower that doesn't die...

a sad......evo kao sta primjecujete bila san prisiljena na promjenu dizajna...
nesto se sve pobrckalo...i nesta vise nije bilo kako je tribalo....
pa nadan se da se svida...znan da meni je... =)
je da ima jos male sitnice bit dovrsene...pogotovo boxovi i naslov koji nevazna triba napravit...al tako ce vasi manje izgledat sta se tice dizajna....i iskreno se nadan da ce se svidit nevaznoj i gloryfades....
ovin puten se zahvaljujem Nikon na pomoci u vezi poteskoca u vezi bloga i muzike koja je takoder nova na blogu...i za ubivanja vrimena sa mnom.....=)
hm...novosti...novosti van nema bas puno...
e da...dobila san novog HARRY POTERRA!!!!!!!!! Tako da san vise manje okupirana citanjem....jedino me razocaralo sta nije puno veliki...samo ima 652 strane.....=(
o knjizi van obavjesti sljede kad je procitan...samo sta van za sad mogu rec da je dosta mracnija od prijasnih....ka...i triba bi bit posto je HE-WHO-MUSNT-BE-NAMED na punoj snazi....al ko sto rekoh...obavjesti slijede....
e nedavno san napisala novu pismu pa van je evo.....


.....Broken lips......

lynig and crying
all alone
nothing is changed
just the samo old hole
everything is always my fault
i'm the elder one
i should have known
but they don't know
they don't have a clue
what's really all about
they just play me for a fool
yes i'm a fool
fool to belive
in ever word they say
i can find a relief
but no i know
they say only what they wanna say
cause remember
i'm the bad one
i don't wanna understand
well if you think that way
yeah,i'm the villan in this storie
so i'll pull the trigger
and take my blood as relief
cause maybe then
i can make them see
i'm just like them
but i have diffrent belives....


eto to bi van bilo uglavnon to...bit ces jos novih stvari na blogu...i kad se sredi onda bi sve trebalo bit ok...iskreno se nadan da opet nece poludit i sve poremetit...
eto...hope you like it...

SEE YA

by:educated fool

+++edit+++
sve se vratilo na staro...tako da zanemarite ovo prije.....

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ponedjeljak, 11.07.2005.

try again,make it perfect,make me worth it...

Note to self :O
(OR ELSE DIE FOR ALL I CARE!!!)

Ka i uvik pocela san pos slikom od dereka hessa i ka i uvik zavrsit cu ga svojom pismom...POLUDUJEM!!!
Imate li ikad osjecaj ka da je uvik sve isto...da se nista ne minja?!
TRIBA MI NEKA PROMJENA!!!

Aj aj...dosta mojih frustracija...inace otkrila san jedan bend...zovu se ALESANA i predobri su!!! Opisani su ka post hc/screamo/emo...ima na purevolume cili demo...fascinirana san!!!

Neman blage sta jos da van napisen...mozda kako se dosadujen...ili kako san bila na hvaru...jea to cu van ispricat...
I tako oden ja u ponediljak u stari grad na par dana da se malo izgustan i okupan...prvi dan je bilo oblacno...isto ka i drugi a navecer je bia pljusak...treci dan se napokon okupan(isto nije vrime bilo bas super) i dobijen alergiju!!! Dobila san alergiju na more!!! Ocito nije bilo precisto...svejedno u cetvrtak san se vratila u st...
Ujutro bi se probudila...dosadivala se po kuci...popodne otisla na more(ali ne se i okupala)...pa isla kod jednog prijatelja na posal...onda bi on zavrsija pa bi isli kod drugog...on je ucija za ispite ali s nama ja mislin da nije nista naucia...(valjda necemo mi biti krivi ako mu propadne godina)...
A navecer vanka je isto ka i u st...uvik iste face...uvik ista mista...ponavljanje gore navedenog...
TRIBA MI NEKA PROMJENA!!!

Aj bar san u utorak kad je bia pljusak napisala neke stihove,ka ono plan mi je bia da ih sutra dovrsin...ali...nije mi se dalo pa je bilo sutra cu...sutra cu...postala san prelina...
Evo van pisma:


ADMIRE THE DEAD ( 05/09.07.2005)

Living on the outside
Silently dying on the inside...

Hoping you’ll notice my whispering cry
Hoping you’ll see my bleeding heart...

This beautiful place we live in
This twisted,unfair,dark place
Gives us our highest hopes
Then crushes us into the ground!

Creating our fiction
Bringing our nightmares to life
But somehow always leaves us begging for more...

We try to live
We try to survive
But somehow we are always left behind...

And you were suppose to be my wakw up call
But you just forced me to fall asleep...

So i dreamt about escaping
I dreamt about leaving my pain
I dreamt that i was dying
Cause ther’s no other way
(to stop the bleeding...)

and still you notice...NOTHING!!!
not even a fake smile
or maybe my silent lie
but ther’s always hope
that everything has to die...

so we admire the dead
the ones who managed to escape...

we admire the dead because
THE STOPPED DYING!!!


to bi bilo sve za ovaj put...cujemo se...

by: gloryfades

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ponedjeljak, 04.07.2005.

.... i'll try to breath for you.....

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evo...posto me nebenda niko...a ovo se odnosi pogotovo na Klei.....>:(
odlucila san napisat novi post....
hm....danas je bia zanimljiv dan...oh...yeah...tila san bratu zavrnit vraton...o da...dan je bia prekrasan....uhu...da samo znate koja san sve ubojstva zamisljala u glavi i znate sta i felt much much better....

e da se pohvalin i ja san citala knjigu...i knjiga je predobra....malo morbidna...al koja knjiga je dobra ako nije bar malo morbidana...
inace...knjiga se zove CAUGHT IN THE ACT...ne pitajte kako se zove na hrvaskon jer nasi prevodi su sva srica tako genijalni da odma zanas o cemu se radi....
evo napisat cu van sta pise na koricama....

I WAS IN WAY, WAY OVER MY HEAD
“Lydia. We have to end this.”
“Yes.”
“No. I don’t mean it like that. I mean us. We can’t go on like this. It’s over.”
“I know, I know. We’ll have to part, and then our hearts will be broken. Forbidden love. Moving toward blood and violence, death and suicide and love all entangled like roses and vines.”
There was a sheen of swear on her brow. She bit her swollen lip, and her body seemed to shudder.
Okay, that’s really it. Get me out of here.
“I’m going now”, I said.
“Yes.”
“Are you going to be okay?”
Her eyes were closed. Two big fat tears rolled slowly down her cheeks. And she was smiling. “Yes,” she whispered.
As I closed the door behind me, I wanted to feel some sense of relief. But I didn’t.
I knew that saying it’s over didn’t make it so. Not by a long damned shot.


kad san to procitala imala san dojam da je knjiga totalno drugacija....ma sta ja znan kako bi van opisala....ako digod nadete procitajte...knjiga je super...

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e...bila san gledat Mr.&Mrs. Smith!!!!!!!!!!!
film je super!!!!!!!! predobar!!!!!!!!genijalan!!!!!!
mislin imas Angelinu Jolie....STA TI VISE TRIBA?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
a tu jos usput je Brad Pitt sa onin nekin svojin genijalnim facama....
ma sta da van kazen...film je komican....nije dosadan...imas sta lipo zagledat...=)
necu van sad prepricavat radnju film da van ne ukvarin dozivljaj...al stvarno film je super
i ja bi van iskreno preporucila da ga pogledate kad dode tu...

znate di san jos bila....bila sa na Brodwayu...bila san glewdat Beuty and the beast...damn...da znate kako je to dobro napravljeno...stvarno ej ono damn!!!!!!!!!!!
ostanes sokiran koliko dobro je to napravljeno....ako ste gledali crtic...onaj kraj..di se beast pretvori u zvijer...izgleda prestvarno....imas dojam da se to stvarno dogodilo....
stvarno je dobro...
jedini problem je sta je iman glupe oci(svijetlu su mi pa mi sve smeta),i taj kraj di se pretvara je sa masu svitla...i meni je to tako smetalo da san jos jedno 15 min posli toga plakala...ljudi su me blido gledali kad san izlazila....sigurno su se pitale jesan normalna....damn to se i ja nekad pitan.....
i jos nesto.....kad san bila to gledat...toliko mi se svidila ruza kako su je nacrtali pa san ije i ja odlucila nacrtat....malo san nadodala svoga.....nije mi bas ista ka njihova al mi se svida....
provat cu van je stavit....samo sacekajte momente iden pitat rodaka da mi pokaze kako se skenira....
evo skenirala san je...

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hope you like it...=)

anita i kli....poslala san va pismo po ocu...ako ocete tribali bi to ic uzet...pa ono javiti se...
P.S.anita nece da mi prikaze starke..i ne nema lilicasti kajis....

ja mislin da san dosta napisla....pa eto to bi van bilo sve od mene....nadan se da vas nisan puno upilala...=)
see ya

by:educated fool


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